rollercoaster life

i have been ridein quite the most extreme up and down spirit,soul,physical that i ever been on. i do not know where i am going to end up at. but i think it really doesnot matter as long as i am where GOD wants me to be. i can only that hope whatever problems are popping up like spookey real life ghosts as i ride the spook house of life. i am walkimg through the valley of the life being attacted from all sides staggerin,fallin, but not staying down, sometimes cryin in middle of the night quitely so i dont disturb anyone.......old grey dog