rollercoaster life

i have been ridein quite the most extreme up and down spirit,soul,physical that i ever been on. i do not know where i am going to end up at. but i think it really doesnot matter as long as i am where GOD wants me to be. i can only that hope whatever problems are popping up like spookey real life ghosts as i ride the spook house of life. i am walkimg through the valley of the life being attacted from all sides staggerin,fallin, but not staying down, sometimes cryin in middle of the night quitely so i dont disturb anyone.......old grey dog

tears

i did not think i had any tears left after my stroke a year ago but i was wrong when my friend Clyde passed away. we sure had some good times. he was not perfect but i am eather so we kinda fit. he was as funny as a dude could and as deep in thought. he is a man i will miss for the rest of my time here on earth. i know i will meet you again. enjoy yourself i will be there before long. i must stop because i do not like cryin alone see ya dude,,,,,old grey dog

los[

i lost a good friend whom i had a lot of love for. i know he is in a better place but i still miss him greatly. but i know the LORD is enjoying him as much as i did. good bye old friend.....O.G.D.

every thing

i cant see to get out of the negitive of anything or everything. i hurt my loves feeling yesterday and i feel awful. sorry hon. ogd.

what now?

what now? i feel terrible. i cant get my feeling to line with how i feel. OGD.

back to normal

our lives are back to normal. what ever that is. our roomate was asked to move and that seem to help me to return back to return to healing with more concertration. i am still worried with our money but deb is doing ok. GOD wounds and GOD heals. old grey dog.

not feeling well

i dont feel well at the monent. i know that this is a passing thing but i wish this would leave me and let me get back to the way i used to feel. i know that GOD loves me and feeling has nothing to do with this.